The Best Damn Thing

It has been a year and a month I'm in Temasik. A year goes by so fast! Can't believe that I'm still survived. Trying super hard to handle the stress especially when talking about the job itself. The loneliness that I have to handle by myself by doing something. Jogging? I'm not really into it. I miss everything about my 'tanah tumpahnya darah' I miss lepak with my friends, my budaks especially. Well of course I miss my Pelangi too. I guess a distance do make a different between us. Tapi rasa cam something missing! Entah apa yg tak kena tah? Maybe this is just my hormone yg tengah tak betul plus sunyi kat umah sorang starting to fikir bukan-bukan. But to tell you the truth! I am really homesick! Sick of the people around here, sick of the food! Nak balikk.... :( Me with tears! *Photo credit to Mr Google.

It's only about an hour since u left.. The feelings is always MIXED! You were such a darling this lately, but I'm still have no idea for who am I to you actually. Last night you got a call from your echo xray. And you went to sierra kilo yankee papa echo with hotel echo romeo. And me? Do nothing. Kind of speechless. And tears discreetly became my friends again last night. I wanted to ask, but I'm not sure what and how to start. Knowing you, you will not start any kind of 'personal' conversation with me. Was that really 'personal'? Was that really a 'secret' to you? And yes, I can't ask. I'm nothing to you, I guess! Last month when I was at stop by during work.... "I rasa I tak jadik balik lahh.." "Hey napa tak jadik balik?? You marah kat I ke? Talk to me please..." "I can't right? It's us!" "Ok then. I'll give you some space" And the conversation ends there... Yesterday I found a note that ...

Langkah ku melangkau jauh, mencari pengertian Cinta yang sepi.. Di manakah permata yang ku cari di antara kaca yang menusuk tajam ke jemari ku pedih... Cinta ditemani kasih, kasih disemai lahirlah sayang.. Sayangku bersenggamalah bersama, menemaniku dan menyayangiku.. Ku tinggalkan serpihan perjalanan mencari sisa Cintaku, dan dimanakah berakhirnya penantianku Antara dua percaturan, dua perjanjian dan perjalanan Yang mengusarkan benak ini untuk mencari Cinta Langkahku keras kekok pengaturan, terkial terkapai Bila senja melelapkan sinaran, Hati ku sedih menghelaikan jendela hati, Sesungguhnya seharian itu singkat Untuk ku menikmati keindahan ciptaanNya Dikala sinar mentari menghilang, Cahaya purnama dipermaidanikan bintang Pujangga cinta meraba-raba mengutip sisa cintaNya Kini aku beradu untuk esok Umpama di mahligai.. Terjaga ku dari mimpi, Aku dambakan mimpi indahku kelmarin... Cinta dan kasih umpama irama dan lagu, Terpisah.. capek ayunannya, tersadung cacat seninya.. Cinta hadi...

And wish I could dedicate this articles to Pelangi. But I guess... Sighh!! *speechless* **Note~ 111010  GMT +8 14:49:28 ->Ye otw g keja. Tonite having a party at *-----* U have fun there!  Nape aku rasa cam 'dia' ada jugak ehh?? Ohh perasaan.. Nape laa selalu kamu berfikiran buruk?? Yee!! Sbb pk buruk laa yg selamat kan kamu wahai Chinta! :( Another articles perfectly written by Khiem from kissntell.com. Kind reminder for me who is still singing "Where is the ____ " Love- Your Greatest Challenge and Your Greatest Gift. The first time we met, you didn’t know who or what I was. There was something that called me over.  From first impressions, you seemed nice.  From first impressions, I was fun. There was an air about you that intrigued me.  Maybe it was the way you talked, the way you looked, the way you smiled, the way you moved.  I do not know. I was a little hesitant at the beginning.  Would you be worthy of me?  Would you accept me for m...

101010 is the lucky date for most of every couple who will tying the knot on this date. Anum Lashes one of my partner in crime will be having her big day on that date too. Nikah will be on 091010.  Congrats Anum & Rizal. Semoga masjid yang dibina berkekalan kukuh sehingga akhir hayat kalian. Sorry guys, I can't make it for your big day ceremony. Not even in kl, tapi doa aku dari kejauhan tetap selalu untuk kalian.. Aminnn... *Copy paste articles taken from kissntell.com. Love the words! A kind REMINDER for me who still having this 'question'... Enjoy reading!! Is He Or She The One Posted by Khiem Not long ago, I went back to Texas for my college roommate’s wedding. One of my favorite things to do when I meet couples is to ask them how they met.  Every time I hear their stories, I feel enchanted.  The way they tell their stories is always so vivid!  They remember every detail as if it was yesterday and share it with such enthusiasm and passion that you can’t h...

Sekalipun CINTA telah kuuraikan dan kujelaskan panjang lebar. Namun jika CINTA kudatangi, aku jadi malu pada keteranganku sendiri. Meskipun lidahku telah mampu menguraikan dengan terang. Namun tanpa lidah, CINTA ternyata lebih terang Sementara pena begitu tergesa gesa menuliskannya Kata kata pecah berkeping keping begitu sampai kepada CINTA Dalam menguraikan CINTA, akal terbaring tak berdaya Bagaikan keldai terbaring dalam Lumpur CINTA sendirilah yang menerangkan CINTA dan perCINTAan **Coretan dari dzikirkasih bertasbih.com/puisi 1800hrs +8 GMT A day after u went back :(

Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak mendengar… namun sentiasa bergetar…. Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak buta namun sentiasa melihat dan merasa.. Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak menyeksa namun sentiasa menguji Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak memaksa namun sentiasa berusaha… Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak cantik namun sentiasa menarik… Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak datang dengan kata-kata namun sentiasa menghampiri dengan hati… Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak terucap dengan kata namun sentiasa hadir dengan sinar mata.. Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak hanya berjanji.. namun sentiasa cuba memenangi.. Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia mungkin tidak suci.. namun sentiasa harmoni… Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak hadir kerana permintaan namun hadir kerana ketentuan… Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak hadir dengan kekayaan dan kebendaan… namun hadir kerana pengorbanan dan kesetiaan… Cintakah aku? Sukakah dia?? Sayangkah aku? Senangkah dia?? Rindukah aku? Rindukah dia?? .... E...