The Best Damn Thing

"Always remember others may hate you but those hate you don't win unless you hate them. And then you destroy yourself" MashaAllah

Day 15. It's a mixed feelings again! +2 Roma. 2140hrs

Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end, always the end So when we found that we could not make sense Well you said that we would still be friends But I'll admit that I was glad it was over But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough No you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know [Kimbra:]...

Tanpa sedar dah masuk bulan May, masih segar dalam ingatan bila kali pertama aku menjejakan kaki kat Temasik. Alhamdulilah tempat aku mencari sesuap nasi di sini membawa banyak perubahan pada diri aku. Bulan mulia Ramadhan hampir tiba juga, ini maksudnya kali ketiga aku bakal berjauhan dgn my loved ones. Ya Tuhan, kuatkan semangat hambaMu supaya cekal hatinya di sini. It was my second job after five years dekat Mike Hotel. Terdetik di hati sampai bila aku nak keja dgn timing dan gmt yg sentiasa berlainan. 'Office' aku yg sentiasa bukan di darat. Setiap 12hb berdebar menantikan jadual kerja untuk sebulan. Terdetik di hati untuk punya masa yg tetap 9-5 office hour jadi aku boleh buat kewajipan aku yg lima perkara tu. Memang aku ada terfikir tentang ni. Pengaruh kawan kawan ada banyak peranan nya. Kalau diingatkan, bila waktu dulu aku bergaul dgn kawan kawan yg cukup lima waktunya, aku jadi malu. Lantas aku pasti akan mengikut.Walaupun niatnya mengikut bukan kerana mahu membu...

Tomorrow will be the last day for this eight bloody freaking long trip. Sektor empat mmg tak rasa when you're with a good company. But not for long, lepas dinner td, someone just spoiled my mood when I really not good eating with that freaking chopstick. Well, the words that came out is a bloody KISS (keep it short n simple) "aiyaa beb, you really Malaya kampong"  Dude, that shouldn't came out from you freaking smelly mouth. So what if I'm Malayan? You got problem with that?  Keja kt tempat org buat aku too carried away. Kalau nak cerita sebenarnya byk statement yg pernah keluar dr si mereka mereka yg bendera merah putih bintang lima ni. Tak kira lah yg kulit putih ke gelap ke. Agaknya diorg ni terlalu mat saleh sangat atau bahasa omputihnya advanced sgt sampai kan aku yg kampong ni memang nampak kecik betul di mata sepet mereka ni. Pada aku issue pasal Malayan adalah sgt sensitif. Kau nasib baik lah aku orang yg bukan fire back. I wish I'm a type of person w...

Salam and good day everyone! Oleh sebab aku nya hormon perempuan yg tgh tak betul, so aku nak cerita pasal craving aku yang terasa nak ada baby! Memang sengal.. This few days I kept on admiring babies. Tak kesahla baby tuh kulit putih ke gelap ke kelabu ke pinkish ke.. Asal ada saja baby, mesti aku rasa suka. Lately ni jugak kawan kawan ramai yg bertambah zuriat. Dan aku?? I kept on berangan-angan mat jenin to have my very own, entah bila. I wish that I will have my very own child at least before I turn 30. Mampu?? Tgk mat saleh senang-senang je diorg inject itu sperms, tup tup dapat baby. Kelas kau Maria! Tapi itu mat saleh lah! Baru baru ni family outing kat umah akak tercinta aku sekali dgn ibunda dan ayahanda semua adalah. Plan mmg dah lama, makan makan sama. Aku amik kesempatan ajak Pelangi join sekali. Aku: Jomlah makan-makan je. Pelangi: Siapa ada??  Aku: Semua adalah. Parents I ada jugak kot. Pelangi: Ohh family outing ye? So I sorang jelaa org luar? Aku: Begitula gamakn...

Our previous article, 30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself, was well received by most of our readers, but several of you suggested that we follow it up with a list of things to start doing.  In one reader’s words, “I would love to see you revisit each of these 30 principles, but instead of presenting us with a ‘to-don’t’ list, present us with a ‘to-do’ list that we all can start working on today, together.”  Some folks, such as readers Danny Head and Satori Agape, actually took it one step further and emailed us their own revised ‘to-do’ versions of the list. So I sat down last night with our original article and the two reader’s revisions as a guide, and a couple hours later finalized a new list of 30 things; which ended up being, I think, a perfect complement to the original. Here it is, a positive ‘to-do’ list for the upcoming year – 30 things to start doing for yourself: Start spending time with the right people. – These are the people you enjoy, who love and appreciate you, a...