The Day That I Think I'm Crazy

Salam to all. Hari ni nak mengarut, kes nya bosan dok umah pada hari Ahad, and I'm actually doing nothing, nothing means no sweat activities. Saya rindu nak climb! :(  The adrenaline rush masa lead climb and gayat yg dtg tiba-tiba. auch! I miss those moments! Berapa lama laa agaknya aku sanggup stay kat base ni?? I have no answers! 

Berdasarkan tajuk entry aku ni, aku nak ce cita skit perasaan gila dan sengal aku yg dtg sejak kebelakangan ni. Everytime I saw a baby, tak kira laa putih ke tan ke kulit dia, aku mesti teruja. I just love to see babies! Kena pulak baby tu comey benor, pipi tembam, kulit gebu halus mulus.. Geramnya aku! Rasa nak culik bawak balik je. Gilakah aku??

Oh ye, Kak Fida dah selamat diijabkabul dgn cinta sayang nya Kalit. Tahniah Kak! And Ujen plak, hubby buat surprise masa diorg on business vacation proposed her kat London. How sweet! It's a shock news to us, but we are very happy for u and baby dlm perut tu. She's on maternity leave now. Niz plak, semalam selamat bertukar title as Ramsey's fiance. Tahniah Niz.

Agaknya sebab kan pengaruh kawan-kawan sekeliling aku dok suka kat baby kot. Not only that, aku juga dok suka tengok baju orang kawin laa, dress laa, hantaran la, honeymoon la, apa saja pasal orang kawin lah, tapi takde laa sampai nak google-google cari info etc. Hmm, gilakah aku??

Lately, aku asyik bad dreams about meeting his father. Haha! Mesti korang shock like hell bila baca ni. Yup I do dream about that. Nak kata aku ada terpk jauh sekali. Aku pun tak tau apesal boleh mimpi pasal ni. 
Deep down inside my heart, maybe I want this relationship works. People around me ask me to give him another one year, if he never proceed to the next step. Leave him!
This lately, when everytime I'm back to Kilo Lima, he will asked me this.. "u balik pukul berapa?" instead of "u nak datang pukul berapa?" Datang has changed to balik and that was obviously he been asking me. Small matter tapi for me it is a big thing. Minor thing that I have a thought that he wont care, now has become a thing for him and as for me, the love has become stronger for him.

"At certain point in your life, you need to reach some milestones.."
Where am I heading?
Gilakah aku??




Me & my buddy :)
Miss you!

Love from a distance.
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