The Best Damn Thing

Salam to all. Hari ni nak mengarut, kes nya bosan dok umah pada hari Ahad, and I'm actually doing nothing, nothing means no sweat activities. Saya rindu nak climb! :(  The adrenaline rush masa lead climb and gayat yg dtg tiba-tiba. auch! I miss those moments! Berapa lama laa agaknya aku sanggup stay kat base ni?? I have no answers!  Berdasarkan tajuk entry aku ni, aku nak ce cita skit perasaan gila dan sengal aku yg dtg sejak kebelakangan ni. Everytime I saw a baby, tak kira laa putih ke tan ke kulit dia, aku mesti teruja. I just love to see babies! Kena pulak baby tu comey benor, pipi tembam, kulit gebu halus mulus.. Geramnya aku! Rasa nak culik bawak balik je. Gilakah aku?? Oh ye, Kak Fida dah selamat diijabkabul dgn cinta sayang nya Kalit. Tahniah Kak! And Ujen plak, hubby buat surprise masa diorg on business vacation proposed her kat London. How sweet! It's a shock news to us, but we are very happy for u and baby dlm perut tu. She's on maternity leave now. Niz plak, s...

"Agaknya anak aku dah besar nanti setan cam bapak dia jugak"  "Sayang, are you still afraid of commitment?" "Its not that I'm afraid, I'm trying now you see.. Ada commitment best, takde pun best jugak. I'm trying ok?" "Please do it because you want to do it. Not because of me, will you?" "Of course I will Sayang" ....... "Anyway, can you see yourself in five years from now?" "No, I don't see any" "Well same here" ....... *Me myself only* I've felt that the chemistry between us has become much more stronger day by day. I'm afraid though. I'm afraid to fall again. It was not easy for me to get up if I fell again. ........... Nota buat kamu Chinta. Saya sayang kamu! Akal : Assalamualaikum, sahabat. Hati : Waalaikumussalam… Akal : Apa khabar iman anda? Hati terdiam… Akal bertanya sekali lagi.  Akal : Apa khabar iman anda? Hati : Kurang sihat mungkin. Akal : Mengapa? Hati : Aku...

Itu hari had a chat with Euphoria , Helang proposed him! :-) I am super happy for both of them. Helang was base in Saigon, Vietnam now. Balik je Kilo Lima last few week ago, terus proposed her! Aku plak yg excited. Helang was quite close with Pelangi, I guess Pelangi pun tau about that proposal. But knowing him, he won't tell me anything. I've knew from Euphoria dah! Katenya nak nikah before Raya. To be frank, I'm not that close with her. Jumpa pun jarang, entahlaa just rasa she is like my very own sister. Itu hari jugak, ada jumpa Wany who is currently dah jadi tunang Pet. Wah tahun nih all the outdoorians punya year to tie a knot. Ramai sgt jemputan dari sorang ke sorang, hanya ucapan doa dari kejauhan je sebagai pengganti diri. My school mate pulak sorg dah ada baby, Aina. Sorang baru kawin Eya. Azah bunting pelamin. Fard & Sue 28May bakal menamatkan zaman bujang.  And finally, the most importantly. Liz & MW's big day will be on 01july. Ini sorang lagi, I a...

It has been a year and a month I'm in Temasik. A year goes by so fast! Can't believe that I'm still survived. Trying super hard to handle the stress especially when talking about the job itself. The loneliness that I have to handle by myself by doing something. Jogging? I'm not really into it. I miss everything about my 'tanah tumpahnya darah' I miss lepak with my friends, my budaks especially. Well of course I miss my Pelangi too. I guess a distance do make a different between us. Tapi rasa cam something missing! Entah apa yg tak kena tah? Maybe this is just my hormone yg tengah tak betul plus sunyi kat umah sorang starting to fikir bukan-bukan. But to tell you the truth! I am really homesick! Sick of the people around here, sick of the food! Nak balikk.... :( Me with tears! *Photo credit to Mr Google.

It's only about an hour since u left.. The feelings is always MIXED! You were such a darling this lately, but I'm still have no idea for who am I to you actually. Last night you got a call from your echo xray. And you went to sierra kilo yankee papa echo with hotel echo romeo. And me? Do nothing. Kind of speechless. And tears discreetly became my friends again last night. I wanted to ask, but I'm not sure what and how to start. Knowing you, you will not start any kind of 'personal' conversation with me. Was that really 'personal'? Was that really a 'secret' to you? And yes, I can't ask. I'm nothing to you, I guess! Last month when I was at stop by during work.... "I rasa I tak jadik balik lahh.." "Hey napa tak jadik balik?? You marah kat I ke? Talk to me please..." "I can't right? It's us!" "Ok then. I'll give you some space" And the conversation ends there... Yesterday I found a note that ...

Langkah ku melangkau jauh, mencari pengertian Cinta yang sepi.. Di manakah permata yang ku cari di antara kaca yang menusuk tajam ke jemari ku pedih... Cinta ditemani kasih, kasih disemai lahirlah sayang.. Sayangku bersenggamalah bersama, menemaniku dan menyayangiku.. Ku tinggalkan serpihan perjalanan mencari sisa Cintaku, dan dimanakah berakhirnya penantianku Antara dua percaturan, dua perjanjian dan perjalanan Yang mengusarkan benak ini untuk mencari Cinta Langkahku keras kekok pengaturan, terkial terkapai Bila senja melelapkan sinaran, Hati ku sedih menghelaikan jendela hati, Sesungguhnya seharian itu singkat Untuk ku menikmati keindahan ciptaanNya Dikala sinar mentari menghilang, Cahaya purnama dipermaidanikan bintang Pujangga cinta meraba-raba mengutip sisa cintaNya Kini aku beradu untuk esok Umpama di mahligai.. Terjaga ku dari mimpi, Aku dambakan mimpi indahku kelmarin... Cinta dan kasih umpama irama dan lagu, Terpisah.. capek ayunannya, tersadung cacat seninya.. Cinta hadi...

And wish I could dedicate this articles to Pelangi. But I guess... Sighh!! *speechless* **Note~ 111010  GMT +8 14:49:28 ->Ye otw g keja. Tonite having a party at *-----* U have fun there!  Nape aku rasa cam 'dia' ada jugak ehh?? Ohh perasaan.. Nape laa selalu kamu berfikiran buruk?? Yee!! Sbb pk buruk laa yg selamat kan kamu wahai Chinta! :( Another articles perfectly written by Khiem from kissntell.com. Kind reminder for me who is still singing "Where is the ____ " Love- Your Greatest Challenge and Your Greatest Gift. The first time we met, you didn’t know who or what I was. There was something that called me over.  From first impressions, you seemed nice.  From first impressions, I was fun. There was an air about you that intrigued me.  Maybe it was the way you talked, the way you looked, the way you smiled, the way you moved.  I do not know. I was a little hesitant at the beginning.  Would you be worthy of me?  Would you accept me for m...